melonclarinet

Today was interesting. I got up at 7:30 am without my alarm going off. I cooked breakfast and then went to the gym for a bit. Then I drove out to my new school and got a ton of things done. I had a meeting with my principal and ASB director and I was nervous about it. I thought it was going to be a rough meeting and that i’d have to fight to get support for my band program, but it ended up being really positive. I think this year can be great.

I called my mom to tell her about the good meeting and somehow we got talking about the past. I can’t believe it, but I finally told her how I was upset that she allowed me to live in the life that I was in when I was younger. I’ve never told her before that she should have gotten me out of that household. She told me about how my dad loves me now and their both sorry, it was just emotionally draining, but it’s ok. I didn’t go eat chocolate or any thing

I’ve only had 1200 calories today, so I’m going to end up with a snack of apple and peanut butter (yummy). I’m exhausted and actually want to go to bed early tonight. I can’t believe it.